This unrelenting despicable life

It is a real shame one must ask for death to escape this tepidus and despicable life, where everything and everyone around you is so vile in nature that supersedes human comprehension. It is so futile, this life can be so dank with despotism from everyone, especially your so-called loved ones and families. It is the family that is of greatest hindrance in every aspect imaginable. Life is getting so intolerable with so no respite. The word respect is lost in the lips of these individuals who so are regrettably backwards and are below the level of cattle. All they do is follow the ignorant and wallow in their own filth. To them, this life - this world is all pomp and glitter with no distant thought of the afterlife. Their unrelenting disrespect and disregard of human life is up to the boiling point of my life...(RSA)